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Thursday
26Apr2007

Ruby is gone but will never be forgotten...

If you've come here looking for information on your dog going blind or what it is like to live with a blind dog because it is happening to a member of your fur family, you should come away satisified that when a dog goes blind it is not the end of the world.  Blind dogs are very special and that this has happened to them is more than likely harder on the human than the dog.  I won't be adding any more entries to this section for I lost Ruby last night.  I had almost 2 years with Ruby after she went totally blind and those 2 years I wouldn't trade for anything. 

The entries for now are entered backwards, with the beginning of Ruby's story on the next page.  I started detailing her progress from the first day, back in June 2005.  Ruby had an eye injury that took the sight of one of her eyes when she was about 5 years old, and when she was 11 1/2 she had a glaucoma attack that took her good eye.   

Hopefully Ruby's story will give you hope that blind dogs can, and do live very fullfilling lives.   

Wednesday
25Apr2007

Ruby Left Me Tonight

With a very heavy heart I am here to report that Ruby has passed away tonight.  I will mourn this special little girl for a very long time.  I have had quite a few special dogs in my lifetime but Ruby is one of those stand outs.  When she was younger and a show dog in training we would go down to the lakewalk in Duluth and do double duty on training.  We were never able to make it further than a few feet at a time because absolutley everyone that saw her had to stop and gush about how she was the cutest little dog they had ever seen.  We were able to work on gait and socializing.  I remember walking on Lake Avenue down in Canal park and often her cuteness would stop cars.  I wouldn't be paying too much attention to the people in the cars though, as I myself would get the biggest kick from watching the little dynamo Ruby toss those front legs of hers in Hackney Pony style and strut her little 5 pound stuff. But I would constantly hear..."look at that CUTE little dog!!!" coming from cars that had stopped or slowed down to a crawl.  Her personality showed through in just the way she carried herself. 

Ruby was a very funny girl & she had a great life.  She was a great traveling partner and no matter where she was, she would let you know whether she liked her surroundings or not, and if she didn't, well...there was always a good reason so it was time to move on.  I took a trip with my good friend Val a few years ago to the Miniature Pinscher Club of America National Specialty show in Aneheim California.  Ruby was our accomplice on that trip, and she definitely let us know what she thought everywhere we went.  Ruby had this bright yellow stuffed banana that she just loved.  I took it with us on the vacation and she had it in her crate to cuddle with.  When we would stop at a motel along the way, funny Ruby would run around the room for a look see and then go unpack her banana & jump on the bed with it.  Little did we know the significance of her ritual until we ended up in less than desireable accomadations on one end of the Las Vegas Strip one night.  We arrived in town after 11pm.  At the time there was a Best Western right across from Luxor where Ruby was welcomed with open arms the previous spring, so when we went to check in and saw they had a new  "no dog" rule we had to do something in a hurry for the night and found a small motel a few blocks up the street. 

Let's just say the place was less than desireable.  But we figured we could hack it for one night and find a real room in the morning.  The room was gaudy and shabby, I remember a pink phone and I think Val took a video of it.  There was no dial on the phone and the hotel operators didn't connect outgoing calls after 11pm.  This was bad for Val as she needed to call home at check in each night and let everyone know we had arrived somewhere safe.  That's why she took the video of the non-phone.   I think we discussed putting the dresser up against the door after Ruby came out of her crate, toured the room and went back in her crate to stay.  She did NOT unpack her banana and jump on the bed with it.  Even she knew it was a dump!

Another funny Ruby story (there are so many) was the time I snuck her into the Sahara Hotel on another trip.  I used to go to Las Vegas every spring to visit my beloved Godfather, my favorite person in the world.  He lived north of the downtown area so I liked being that much closer to him for visiting.  The first night I snuck her into the Fremont hotel.  Ruby is small at only 10 inches tall and 5 lbs so it was simple just to throw a hanger bag over her.  It worked miraculously on the way in, she was still as can be.  Unfortunately, I saw some food crumbs under the dresser and I was grossed out after that about the cleanliness of the room so after one night we moved to Sahara. On the way to checkout, there was one wiggly garmet bag on my arms, Ruby was far from still!  I've stayed at Sahara quite a few times now and I guess it is as good a place as any if you want to be north.  

Sneaking Ruby into the Sahara was going to prove to be a bit more difficult, however. They had manned a security station on every floor at the elevators.  (This was probably 1994 or so).  It would prove to be a bit more difficult to sneak a dog past this.  First we rented the room.  I parked the car in the ramp in a lower level that was cool.  It was April so although it was warm it wasn't blazing hot yet.  Once we were in our room I emptied my video camera bag and went out to the car to fetch Ruby.  When I introduced her to the camera bag she was not a happy vacationer!  Oh....she put up a fight while I slowly pushed her inside the camera case while carefully zippering the top and I had one panicked dog on my hands!  WHAT one earth was I doing to her!  She was NOT happy!  Her unhappy entrance to the hotel went without a hitch though, and boy did she ever shoot out of the camera bag like a shot when I unzipped it in the room!  We stayed about 4 nights I think, and left just before the weekend.  Ruby only made one peep in the beginning and that was when I told her that she had to be VERY QUIET and not make a sound or we would be homeless.  I kept the 'do not disturb' sign on the door the whole time and Ruby used newspapers on the tile bathroom floor for potty.  She was such a good little traveling partner.  Ruby was my girl, my baby, and the one dog out of the whole bunch that I woud grab when I needed comforting, every time. 

When Ruby went blind I was the basket case.  Ruby took it in stride once the healing took place.   Was Ruby a Saint among canines?  Hardly.  She had a LOT of attitude, I called her "Queen Ruby" a lot.  Ruby had a way of being quite nasty sometimes to the other girls.  Many times I had to forgive her and tell myself "she is a dog doing dog things" because she could get particularly nasty with them sometimes.  But it was just her way, she was a DIVA, QUEEN among bitches.  The leader of the pack.  (well, besides me that is, but we shared the duty for the most part!)

Even blind, Ruby was the pack leader around the place and it will be interesting to see who will fill that spot.   Sapphire is beside herself with grief right now but she is being consoled by Diamond.  I knew it would play out this way.  Sapphire is the worlds best seeing eye daughter.  

Sapphire watching over her mom

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The family gathered around her on her last night 

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Young Ruby used to stop traffic because she was so cute!

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Ruby during her show career

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Rest in peace my little baby girl.  I'll be there looking for you at Rainbow Bridge! 

 

Tuesday
06Jun2006

One year later....

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Ruby & Sapphire

 It was one year ago yesterday since I last could see my mom or anyone.  I was pretty bummed out for awhile there, but who wouldn't be?  I had staples holding my eyelids shut and big collar thing on my neck and I was scared and it was just an all around bad time, especially since I just love summer and going out to play.    Last summer was pretty quiet  cause I didn't feel much like playing and mom was here busy taking care of me and making sure I was comfortable and not afraid and alone so she didn't get out much either.  This summer we're cruising!  I can get around now just as good as anyone else,  better than some of those older dogs and Sapphire is such a good little seeing eye doggie daughter!  That's her in the picture, we're taking our afternoon nap!  We have a smaller bed under moms desk but sometimes we take over this bigger one..

I'm not as scared of storms this year either.  A little but I don't go nuts anymore and if mom holds me I calm down right away.  It's just a little thunder and I know mom will protect me so I'm not scared anymore.  

I still have Crinkle!  Mom protects Crinkle from the others and I think they all know better than to hurt my  Crinkle Cow,  everyone knows he is MINE!    Mom bought the others a blue cow and they play with that one.  Plus, I heard mom tell auntie Val that she has a spare Crinkle Cow stashed away in a drawer just in case...

We play tug of war with Crinkle and my favorite fun is when I get the squeaker in my teeth and make him squeal!

When mom lets me wander around in the yard I know right where I'm going, but mom worries I'll get lost so she put up a fence around the big Maple right out the front window in a spot in the yard that stays cool, since none of us can get into the swimming pools anymore she calls it retirement yard.    It's  a nice big round pen and mom hung water pails in a few different spots, so I can't trip into the water & spill it.    Sapphire hangs out in the new pen with me and Peanut and REO.   It's fun getting to be outside again, I love the fresh air and when I come in mom says I smell so nice and fresh from laying in the mossy yard!

So things are good in my life, in spite of the fact I went blind.  It turned out not to be the end of the world after all, I'm a happy girl, I love to play tug of war and I know when feeding time is close so I make sure to let mom know so she dosen't forget, she calls me her little arf arf and laughs; but breakfast will follow soon, and she sings to me too!

 "You are my sunshine my only sunshine...."

Mom said to tell you if you're here reading this cause your dog went blind or is going blind, not to worry, it will be OK!   There's a little adjustment period where re-learning takes place, but heck, we learn fast, mom can even change the furniture around again,  and I'm finding my way around just fine!  Ya'll have a wonderful summer now ya hear!

Love, Ruby & Sapphire & Mom! XOXOXOXOXOXOX
 

 

 

Sunday
24Jul2005

Life Is GREAT!

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RUBY & CRINKLE

 

I am soooo spoiled!  I have always been spoiled but now I am really, really spoiled, hehehe...

Mom has been real busy, but no matter what, she gives me what she calls my 'Ruby Time' every day, no matter how busy she is.  I have to share her lap with the others too, but I get my share and some extra.  Every night, Mom makes sure I get to sit in her lap before she goes to bed, too.  I hear all the time from Mom's friends how good I'm doing at finding my way around.  Some of them even say they would swear I can see because I'm so good at moving around the furniture.  Mom is getting better about being careful not to put things in my way now too.  Hey, as long as she keeps my walkways clear, I can get around good!

I have a little problem now, that I never had before.  I can hear a thunderstorm from far far away and they scare me bad.  When they start getting close I get terrified.  I can't help myself and I start to cry and ohhh, if I happen to be in my crate, I can't help it, I make such a fuss because I'm so scared, that Mom has to come and get me.  Even sitting in Mom's lap with Crinkle Cow dosen't help, I get really scared!  Oh, I forgot to tell you about Crinkle Cow!  I just love him!  Mom brought Crinkle Cow home one day, special just for me.  Crinkle Cow is a great toy for a blind dog!  His ears and feet and tail have something in them that makes a crinkle sound so I can always find him, easy!  Plus, I know if someone else has him because I can hear him,  and then I go tell Mom and she get's him away, but that dosen't happen very often.  Mom is careful about not letting anyone else take him and play with him.  He's all mine, but I do share him with Sapphire because we sleep together.  That's OK though, I know Sapphire wouldn't take Crinkle and rip him to pieces and tear out his stuffing like some of those other kids will.  Crinkle Cow is really soft too, and of course, he squeaks when I bite him once in awhile, just to show my Mom that yes, I'm having fun, and then she gets all gushy and tells me how it's so good to see me play and be happy again and she'll come and give Crinkle a little pull and then we play tug of war.  Life is pretty good, even if this blind thing did have to happen to me, at least I have a Mom that loves me and is taking really good care of me.  She even took me to bed with her last night because there were thunderstorms.  I liked that,  because usually I have to sleep with Sapphire as part of my "I can't get too dependent on my Mom every minute, training".  She thinks if she takes me to bed with her every night and then someday she goes somwhere she can't take me, I'll have seperation anxiety and she's probably right.   I can live with that as long as she will take me with her to sleep whever there's a storm, and I know auntie Val and Jessica will too, when they babysit me. 

Time to go now, I'll be back soon, hopefully showing off the new blanket that Mom's making for me.  It's crochet and she said the yard was super soft and that I'm just gonna love it.  I can't wait!   SeeYa!

RA RA RUBY   

Sunday
26Jun2005

I'm having fun with Sapphire!

I'm soooooo  glad that my mom brought Sapphire back in for my guide dog.  It wasn't her fault that she hadn't been on a leash for such a long time, a little more leash work for both of us,  and mom said I can go back to bing coupled on the same leash as Sapphire soon, that she jumped the gun the first time and expected immeadiate success with the first try.  Then when my niece Pogo was brought in to replace Sapphire, I let mom know that I really wanted her to give Sapphire another chance, even though Pogo did better with the leash thing....

Sapphire stays with me all over the house.  It's fun to follow her because it saves the worry about getting stuck in some corner.  We lay together on the big pillow in the living room and Sapphire preens me, oh it feels so good!  Mom brought my crate into the living room and she mostly leaves the door open so I can go in and out.  Mom says she is so proud of me for being so brave and doing so well, heck!  What did she expect!  I'm her sweet baby girl and I didn't get that way being stupid!  Mom is on to me though, I keep hearing her say she has to let me be a dog and that she can't coddle me, or I'll never learn how to adjust.  I guess she knows best!  I am so lucky to have such a smart loving mom!!!

Here is me and Sapphire this afternoon, Sapphire is taking good care of me!

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Yes, well...mom just said to tell you that she knows Sapphire needs to go on a diet but that will be easy now that she is living with me.   Sapphire has the softest coat, and she is so soft and cuddly!  I just love my baby girl, she takes such good care of me!!!